By William D. Silkworth, M.D.
The
Medical Record, July 19, 1939
This
is an expanded letter from Silkworth, parts of which can be found in
the Big Book pages xxiii to xxx called "The Doctor's Opinion".
In
a study of carefully recorded histories of alcoholics in our
hospital, two important facts appear to be outstanding. Expressed
briefly, they are:
1) A majority or our patients do not wish to have an alcoholic problem. They lead busy lives & would like to enjoy the fruits of their efforts, but they cannot stop the use of alcohol.
2) These patients cannot use alcohol in moderation.
The
allergic nature of true alcoholism was postulated in a previous
paper. We then endeavored to show that alcohol does not become a
problem to every person who uses it, & that the use of alcohol in
itself does not produce a chronic alcoholic.
The
phenomenon of craving must be present as a manifestation of an
allergy. Once established in an individual, one drink creates a
desire for more. It sets this person aside as a separate entity. It
creates a conflict that ends in a form of neurosis.
Looking
further at the record of these unfortunates, we find that the
majority could not drink in moderation from the very beginning.
Whether 20, 30, or 50 years of age, they soon become a problem to
themselves & to their friends.
Now
in analyzing these alcoholic-minded persons, there is no one physical
or psychical fact that is sufficiently constant to justify its use as
the basis of an accepted theory. Such phrases as "escape from
reality" & "inferiority complex" hold true for
some, but not all, while heredity, only son, & implied spoiling
in childhood, account for a few more. They all lead to confusion &
have no answer.
Eliminate
the constitutional psychopaths, the moral & mental defectives, &
there remains a large class, neurotic in type, for whom something is
worth doing. Remember we are discussing the chronic alcoholic, not
the man who drinks more than is good for him but has no resulting
problem.
Apparently
all these people - good, bad & indifferent - have one thing in
common: they cannot drink in moderation. We believe they show
manifestations of an allergy to alcohol. They may abstain from use of
alcohol for a month or a year, but on taking it again in any form,
they at once establish the phenomenon of craving. This fact is well
known to all alcoholics & creates their major problems in the
early stages of their drinking habits. They complain about it, too.
Why,
we naturally ask, in the early years of drinking, while they still
have the ability to choose, do these people not solve this problem by
the complete discontinuance of alcohol? Some do, but many are like
the rest of us who do things we know we should not, but like to do
them anyway. Many really believe they can drink as they see others
doing, & enjoy themselves. For many reasons, most of which are
social or even physical, the idea of drinking is developed gradually.
As this idea advances, daily life becomes more secure, but these men
are unwilling to accept the facts as presented to them. The act of
drinking (in the end damaging) is followed by certain comfortable
emotional states that make it a pleasure. They prove to themselves
that they can stop drinking by going on the wagon for varying
periods, but even as life becomes more complicated, they still
persist in that old, original idea. Up to this time, in what one
might call the first period of alcoholism there are methods employed
to help these persons return to a normal life & accept the fact
that their old idea of drinking must be discarded forever. We
ourselves have treated some of them with permanent results, but the
majority continues along the primrose path. The history of these
people & their families present from now on, one of the real
tragedies of human life & is too well known to comment on further
here.
This
begins the second stage. Understood by no one & not understanding
themselves, they enter an ever-widening circle, remorse, penance, new
transgressions, new penance, until they lose all capacity for
spontaneous action. They sacrifice themselves for a perversive idea &
defying the law of nature (allergy) operating in their case, pay the
penalty. They have lost all pleasure in normal life. Based on their
underlying neurotic nature, they develop a compulsion type of
thinking, and, although not a true compulsion neurosis, it is surely
a borderline type. The patient now acts under what has been called by
Wechsler a psychic imperative, the dreaded terminal state of
paralysis of the will. The predisposing factor in bringing about this
definite state of insecurity is the conflict brought about by
alcoholism.
It
is not within the scope of this paper to discuss the complications of
the obsessional neurosis, which are, in fact, the most elastic of all
the neuroses, but in this particular type it seems to permit a
retreat from the ever-increasing anxieties induced by the advancing
chronic alcoholism. This compulsive thinking is apparently a purely
intellectual process occurring more frequently among persons of
relatively higher intellectual attainment, from which class, by the
way, comes the average chronic alcoholic.
Characteristic
of all compulsion types of thinking is the relatively good insight
that accompanies them. The victim knows his impulse to drink is wrong
but he is helpless before it. Wives may plead, friends argue, &
employers threaten, but he is no longer amenable to impression. He is
unable to resolve between opposing impulses. He cries out in agony,
"I must stop, I cannot be like this; but I cannot stop; someone
must help me."
If
he has sufficient means, he has by now been treated by psychiatrists,
good men, who fully realize the unfavorable prognosis, but who, often
without remuneration, give freely of their time to help the victim. I
have often seen psychoanalysis of an alcoholic, instead of breaking
up the compulsive thinking; start the person further theorizing on
his own illness.
We
know that, as a rule, the only relief from psychoanalysis is in
making the so-called transfer, & experience has taught us that
this is gratifyingly successful if accomplished. If successful, it
must be based on respect & confidence on the part of the patient.
It can seldom be accomplished in this class of patients, except by
one who has suffered in the same manner & has recovered. In other
words, to accomplish the transfer of this compulsive idea by the plan
we have seen developed, an ex-alcoholic who has recovered by the same
means be the medium employed. Such a medium can explain convincingly,
not only that the transfer of the compulsive thinking can be made,
but also he can prove how he did it himself successfully.
We
physicians have realized for a long time that some form of moral
psychology was of urgent importance to alcoholics, but its
application presented difficulties beyond our conception. What with
our ultramodern standards, our scientific approach to everything, we
are perhaps not well equipped to apply the powers of good lying
outside our synthetic knowledge.
About
four years ago, we hospitalized a young man for severe chronic
alcoholism, &, while under our care he developed a plan that
seemed to me to be a combination of psychology & religion. He
never drank any form of alcohol again.
Later
he requested the privilege of being allowed to tell his story to
other patients &, perhaps with some misgiving, we consented. The
cases we have followed through have been most interesting: in fact
many of them are amazing. The unselfishness of these men as we have
come to know them, the entire absence of profit motive & their
community spirit, are indeed inspiring to one who has labored long &
wearily in the field of alcoholism. They believe in themselves, &
still more in the Power which pulls chronic alcoholics back from the
gates of death.
Of
course, prior to & in preparation for the application of this
plan, it is, in my opinion, essential to detoxicate the alcoholics by
hospitalization. You then have a subject whose brain is clear &
whose mind is receptive & temporarily free from his craving. I
hesitate here to attempt even an outline of the plan as employed by
these men. Sufficient to say, perhaps, that following many failures,
they gradually devised a plan or procedure that led them to make this
so-called transfer to one greater than themselves, to God.
The
whole story is admirably told in a book written by them entitled
"Alcoholics Anonymous". It would seem to me that they have
wrung from the Eternal a new application of an old truth that is
sufficient equipment to restore the patient in his fight for
sobriety. The results seem to flow naturally from a follow-up of
honest effort.
To
make any such plan practical they have also projected this transfer
beyond the individual to the group. The information of these men into
groups, each one with the hand of fellowship passing on his
experiences to others, helping those who have newly joined to adjust
themselves, actively engaged in gathering in new members, seems to me
the most practical application of their moral psychology, to assure
their "transfer" of being permanent. (Although I have met
some 30 or more of these ex-alcoholics. I relate my experience with
two of them.)
About
one year prior to this experience a man was brought in to be treated
for chronic alcoholism. He had but partially recovered from a gastric
hemorrhage & seemed to be a case of pathological mental
deterioration. He had lost everything worthwhile in life, & was
only living, one might say, to drink. He frankly admitted &
believed that for him there was no hope. Following the elimination of
alcohol there was found to be no permanent brain injury. He accepted
the plan outlined in the book. One year later he called to see me, &
I experienced a very strange sensation. I knew the man by name &
partly recognized his features, but there all resemblance ended. From
a trembling, despairing, nervous wreck, had emerged a man brimming
over with self-reliance & contentment. I talked with him for some
time, but was not able to bring myself to feel that I had known him
before. To me he was a stranger, & so he left me. More than three
years have now passed with no return to alcohol.
When
I need a mental uplift, I often think of another case brought in by a
physician, prominent in New York City. The patient made his own
diagnosis, & deciding that his condition was hopeless, had hidden
in a deserted barn, determined to die. He was rescued by a searching
party, & in desperate condition brought to me. Following his
physical rehabilitation, he had a talk with me in which he frankly
stated he thought the treatment a waste of time & effort, unless
I could assure him, which no one ever had, that in the future he
could have the will power to resist the impulse to drink. His
alcoholic problem was so complex, & his depression so great, that
we felt his only hope would be through what we then called "moral
psychology," & we doubted if even that would have any
effect. However, he did adopt the ideas contained in this book. He
has not had a drink for more than three years. I see him now &
then, & he is as fine a specimen as one could wish to meet.
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