A - In 1941, I visited St. Louis and Father Ed Dowling met me at the field. This was a blistering day and he had come to bring me to the (Jesuit) Sodality Headquarters. I was struck by the delightful informality. Of course I had never been to such a place before. I had been raised in a small Vermont village, Yankee style. Happily there was no bigotry in my grandfather who raised me but neither was there much religious contact or understanding. So here I was in some kind of a monastery. Even then, believe it or not, I still toyed with the notion that Catholicism was somehow a superstition of the Irish!
Then
Father Ed and his Jesuit partners commenced to ask me questions. They
wanted to know about the recently published A.A. book and especially
about AA's Twelve Steps. To my surprise they had supposed that I must
have had a Catholic education. They seemed doubly surprised when I
informed them that at the age of eleven I had quit the Congregational
Sunday School because my teacher had asked me to sign a temperance
pledge. This had been the extent of
my religious education.
More
questions were asked about AA's Twelve Steps. I explained how a few
years earlier some of us had been associated with the Oxford Groups;
that we had picked up from these good people the ideas of
self-survey, confession, restitution, helpfulness to others and
prayer, ideas that we might have got in many other quarters as well.
After our withdrawal from the Oxford Groups, these principles and
attitudes had been formed into a word-of-mouth program, to which we
had added a step of our own to the effect "that we were
powerless over alcohol." Our Twelve Steps were the result of my
effort to define more sharply and elaborate upon these word-of-mouth
principles so that the alcoholic readers would have a more specific
program: that there could be no escape from what we deemed to be the
essential principles and attitudes. This had been my sole idea in
their composition. This enlarged version of our program had been set
down rather quickly -- perhaps in twenty or thirty minutes -- on a
night when I had been very badly out of sorts. Why the Steps were
written down in the order in which they appear today and just why
they were worded as they are, I have no idea.
Following
this explanation of mine, my new Jesuit friends pointed to a chart
that hung on the wall. They explained that this was a comparison
between the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius and the Twelve Steps
of Alcoholics Anonymous, that, in principle, this correspondence was
amazingly exact. I believe they also made the somewhat startling
statement that spiritual principles set forth in our Twelve Steps
appear in the same order that they do in the Ignatian Exercises.
In
my abysmal ignorance, I actually inquired, "Please tell me --
who is this fellow Ignatius?"
While
of course the Twelve Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous contain nothing
new, there seems no doubt that this singular and exact identification
with the Ignatian Exercises has done much to make the close and
fruitful relation that we now enjoy with the Church. (The 'Blue
Book', Vol.12, 1960)
Bill
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