N.Y. STATE JOURNAL OF MEDICINE Vol. 44, Aug.,1944.
William
G. Wilson
Alcoholics
Anonymous is an informal fellowship of about 12,000 formerly
alcoholic men and women who are to be found banded together as groups
in about three hundred and twenty-five American and Canadian
communities, these groups ranging in size from half a dozen to many
hundreds of individuals. Our oldest members have been sober for from
eight to nearly ten years. Of those sincerely willing to stop
drinking about 50 per cent have done so at once, 25 per cent after a
few relapses, and most of the remainder have improved. It is probable
that half of our members, had they not been drinkers, would have
appeared in ordinary life to be normal people. The other half would
have appeared as more or less pronounced neurotic.
Alcoholics
Anonymous, or "AA," popularly so-called, has but one
purpose - one objective only -"To help other alcoholics to
recover from their illness."
Nothing
is asked of the alcoholic approaching us save a desire on his part to
get well. He subscribes to no membership requirements, no fees or
dues, nor is belief in any particular view, medical or religious,
demanded of him. As a group we take no position on any controversial
question. Emphatically, we are not evangelists or reformers. Being
alcoholics who have recovered, we aim to help only those who want to
get well. We do this because we have found that working with other
alcoholics plays such a vital part in keeping us all sober.
You
may inquire "Just how does AA work?" I cannot fully answer
that question. Many AA techniques have been adopted after a ten-year
process of trial and error which has led to some interesting results.
But, as laymen, we doubt our own ability to explain them. We can only
tell you what we do, and what seems, from our point of view, to
happen to us.
At
the very outset we should like it made ever so clear that AA is a
synthetic concept - a synthetic gadget, as it were, drawing upon the
resources of medicine, psychiatry, religion, and our own experience
of drinking and recovery. You will search in vain for a single new
fundamental. We have merely streamlined old and proved principles of
psychiatry and religion into such forms that the alcoholic will
accept them. And then we have created a society of his own kind where
he can enthusiastically put these very principles to work on himself
and other sufferers.
Then
too, we have tried hard to capitalize on our one great natural
advantage. That advantage is, of course, our personal experience as
drinkers who have recovered. How often the doctors and clergymen
throw up their hands when, after exhaustive treatment or exhortation,
the alcoholic still insists, "But you don't understand me. You
never did any serious drinking yourself, so how can you? Neither can
you show me many who have recovered."
Now,
when one alcoholic who has got well talks to another who hasn't, such
objections seldom arise, for the new man sees in a few minutes that
he is talking to a kindred spirit, one who understands. Neither can
the recovered AA member be deceived, for he knows every trick, every
rationalization of the drinking game. So the usual barriers go down
with a crash. Mutual confidence, that indispensable of all therapy,
follows as surely as day does night. And if this absolutely necessary
rapport is not forthcoming at once it is almost certain to develop
when the new man has met other AA's. Someone will, as we say, "click
with him."
As
soon as that happens we have a good chance of selling our prospect
those very essentials which you doctors have so long advocated, and
the problem drinker finds our society a congenial place to work them
out for himself and his fellow alcoholic. For the first time in years
he thinks himself understood and he feels useful; uniquely useful,
indeed, as he takes his own turn promoting the recovery of others. No
matter what the outer world thinks of him, he now knows he can get
well, for he stands in the midst of scores of cases worse than his
own who have attained the goal. And there are other cases precisely
like his own - a pressure of testimony which usually overwhelms him.
If he doesn't succumb at once, he will almost surely do so later when
Barleycorn builds a still hotter fire under him, thus blocking off
all his other carefully planned exits from dilemma. The speaker
recalls seventy-five failures during the first three years of AA -
people we utterly gave up. During the past seven years sixty two of
these people have returned to us, most of them now making good. They
tell us they returned because they knew they would die or go mad if
they didn't. Having tried everything else within their means and
having exhausted their pet rationalizations, they came back and took
their medicine. That is why we never need to evangelize alcoholics.
If still in their right minds they come back, once they have been
well exposed to AA
Now
to recapitulate. Alcoholics Anonymous has made two major
contributions to the program of psychiatry and religion. These are,
it seems to us, the long missing links in the chain of recovery:
1.
Our ability, as ex-drinkers, to secure the confidence of the new man
- to "build a transmission line into him."
2.
The provision of an understanding society of ex-drinkers in which the
newcomer can successfully apply the principles of medicine and
religion to himself and others.
So
far as we AA's are concerned, these principles, now used by us every
day, seem to be in surprising agreement. Let's compare briefly what
in a general way medicine and religion tell the alcoholic:
Medicine
Says
1.
The alcoholic needs a personality change.
2.
The patient ought to be analyzed and should make a full and honest
mental catharsis.
3.
Serious personality defects must be cured through accurate
self-knowledge and realistic adjustment to life.
4.
The alcoholic neurotic retreats from life, is a picture of anxiety
and abnormal self concern; he withdraws from the "herd."
5.
The alcoholic must find, "a new compelling interest in life,"
must "get back into the herd," He should find an
interesting occupation, should join clubs, social activities,
political parties, or discover hobbies to take the place of alcohol.
Religion
Says
1.
The alcoholic needs a change of heart, a spiritual awakening.
2.
The alcoholic should make an examination of the "conscience"
- or a moral inventory and a frank discussion.
3.
Character defects (sins) can be eliminated by acquiring more honesty,
humility, unselfishness, tolerance, generosity, love, etc.
4.
The alcoholic's basic trouble is self-centeredness. Filled with fear
and self seeking he has forgotten the brotherhood of man.
5.
The alcoholic should learn the "expulsive power of a new
affection," love of serving man, of serving God. He must "lose
his life to find it;" he should join the church and there find
self forgetfulness in service. For "faith without works is
dead."
Thus
far religion and medicine are seen in hearty accord. But in one
respect they do differ. When the doctor has shown the alcoholic his
underlying difficulties and has prescribed a program of readjustment,
he says to him, "Now that you understand what is required for
recovery, you should no longer depend on me. You must depend on
yourself. You go do it."
Clearly,
then, the object of the doctor is to make the patient self-sufficient
and largely, if not wholly, dependent upon himself.
Religion
does not attempt this. It says that faith in self is not enough, even
for a nonalcoholic. The clergyman says that we shall have to find and
depend upon a higher power - God. He advises prayer and frankly
recommends an attitude of unwavering reliance upon Him who presides
over all. By this means we discover a strength much beyond our own
resources.
So,
the main difference seems to add up to this: Medicine says, know
yourself, be strong and you will be able to face life. Religion says,
know thyself, ask God for power, and you become truly free.
In
Alcoholics Anonymous the new man may try either method. He sometimes
eliminates "the spiritual angle" from the Twelve Steps to
Recovery and wholly relies upon honesty, tolerance and working with
others. But it is interesting to note that faith always comes to
those who try this simple approach with an open mind - and in the
meantime they stay sober.
If,
however, the spiritual content of the Twelve Steps is actively
denied, they can seldom remain dry. That is our AA experience
everywhere. We stress the spiritual simply because thousands of us
have found we can't do without it.
At
this point I should like to state the Twelve Steps of the Alcoholics
Anonymous Program of Recovery so that you physicians may accurately
compare your methods with ours.
The
Twelve Steps
1.
We admitted we were powerless over alcohol - that our lives had
become unmanageable.
2.
Came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us
to sanity.
3.
Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of
God as we understood him.
4.
Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
5.
Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact
nature of our wrongs.
6.
Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of
character.
7.
Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
8.
Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make
amends to them all.
9.
Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to
do so would injure them or others.
10.
Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly
admitted it.
11.
Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact
with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will
for us and the power to carry that out.
12.
Having had a spiritual experience as the result of these steps, we
tried to carry this message to alcoholics, and to practice these
principles in all our affairs
Boiled
down, these steps mean, simply (1) admission of alcoholism; (2)
personality analysis and catharsis; (3) adjustment of personal
relations; (4) dependence upon some higher power; and (5) working
with other alcoholics.
Most
strongly we point out that adherence to these principles is not a
condition of AA membership. Any alcoholic who admits he has a problem
is an A. A. member regardless of how much he disagrees with the
program. Based upon our experience, the whole program is a suggestion
only. The alcoholic, objecting at first to the spiritual factor, is
urged to keep an open mind, meanwhile treating his own AA group as a
"power greater than himself." Under these conditions the
newcomer commences to undergo a personality change at such a rate and
of such dimensions that he cannot fully account for it on the basis
of self-realization and self-discipline. Not only does his alcoholic
obsession disappear, but he finds himself progressively free of fear,
resentment, and inferiority. These changes seem to have come about
automatically. Hence he concludes that "A power greater than
himself" must have indeed have been at work. Having come to this
point, he begins to form his own concept of God. He then develops
confidence in that concept, which grows as he gets proof in everyday
life that his new faith actually works, really produces results.
This
is what AA's are trying to say when they talk about a spiritual
experience. They mean a certain quality of personality change which,
in their belief, could not have occurred without the help and
presence of the creative spirit of the universe.
With
the average AA, many months, may lapse before he is aware of faith in
the spiritual sense. Yet I know scarcely an AA member of more than a
year's standing who still thinks his transformation wholly a
psychologic phenomenon based entirely upon his own normal resources.
Almost everyone of our members will tell you that, while he may not
go along with a clergyman's concept of God, he has developed one of
his own on which he can positively depend, one which works for him.
We
AA's are quite indifferent to what people may call this spiritual
experience of ours. But to us it looks very much like conversion, the
very thing most alcoholics have sworn they never would have. In fact
I am beginning to believe that we shall have to call it just that,
for I know our good friend, Dr. Harry Tiebout, is sitting in this
room. As you may know, he is the psychiatrist who recently told his
own professional Society, The American Psychiatric Association, that
what we AA's get is conversion - sure enough and no fooling! And if
the spirit of that great psychologist, William James, could be
consulted, he'd doubtless refer us to his famous book, varieties of
Religious Experience, in which personality change through the
"educational variety of spiritual experience, or conversion is
so ably explored. Whatever this mysterious process is, it certainly
seems to work, and with us who are on the way to the asylum or the
undertaker anything that works looks very, very good indeed.
And
I'm very happy to say that many other distinguished members of your
profession have pronounced our Twelve Steps good medicine. Clergymen
of all denominations say they are good religion, and of course we
AA's like them because they do work. Most ardently we hope that every
physician here today will find himself able to share this happy
agreement. In the early years of AA, it seemed to us alcoholics that
we wandered in a sort of no-man's-land, which appeared to divide
science and religion. But all that has changed since AA has now
become a common meeting ground for both concepts.
Yes,
Alcoholics Anonymous is a cooperative venture. All cases requiring
physical treatment are referred to you physicians. We frequently work
with the psychiatrist and often find that he can do and say things to
a patient, which we cannot. He, in turn, avails himself of the fact
that as ex-alcoholics we can sometimes walk in where he fears to
tread. Throughout the country we are in daily touch with hospitals
and sanitariums, both public and private. The enthusiastic support
given us by so many of your noted institutions is something for which
we are deeply grateful. The opportunity to work with alcoholics means
everything; to most of us it means life itself. Without the chance to
forget our own troubles by helping others out of theirs, we would
certainly perish. That is the heart of AA - it is our lifeblood.
We
have torn still other pages from the Book of Medicine, putting them
to practical use. It is from you gentlemen we learn that alcoholism
is a complex malady; that abnormal drinking is but a symptom of
personal maladjustment to life; that, as a class, we, alcoholics are
apt to be sensitive, emotionally immature, grandiose in our demands
upon ourselves and others; that we have usually "gone broke"
on some dream ideal of perfection; that, failing to realize the
dream, we sensitive folk escape cold reality by taking to the bottle;
that this habit of escape finally turns into an obsession, or, as you
gentlemen put it, a compulsion to drink so subtly powerful that no
disaster, however great, even near death or insanity, can, in most
cases, seem to break it; that we are the victims of the age-old
alcoholic dilemma; our obsession guarantees that we shall go on
drinking, but our increasing physical sensitivity guarantees that we
shall go insane or die if we do.
When
these facts, coming from the mouths of you gentlemen of science, are
poured by an AA member into the person of another alcoholic they
strike deep - the effect is shattering. That inflated ego, those
elaborate rationalizations by which our neurotic friend has been
trying to erect self-sufficiency on a foundation of inferiority,
begin to ooze out of him. Sometimes his deflation is like the
collapse of a toy balloon at the approach of a hot poker. But
deflation is just what we AA's are looking for. It is our universal
experience that unless we can start deflation, as so
self-realization, we get nowhere at all. The more utterly we can
smash the delusion that the alcoholic can get over alcoholism "on
his own," or that someday he may be able to drink like a
gentleman, the more successful we are bound to be.
In
fact, we aim to produce a crisis, to cause him to "hit bottom,"
as AA's say. Of course you will understand that this is all done by
indirection. We never pronounce sentences, nor do we tell any
alcoholic what he must do. We don't even tell him he is an alcoholic.
Relating the seriousness of our own cases, we leave him to draw his
own conclusions. But once he has accepted the fact that he is an
alcoholic and the further fact that he is powerless to recover
unaided, the battle is half won. As the AA's have it, "he is
hooked." He is caught as if in a psychologic vise.
If
the jaws of it do not grip him tightly enough at first, more drinking
will almost invariably turn up the screw to the point where he will
cry "Enough!" Then, as we say, he is softened up. This
reduces him to a state of complete dependence on whatever or whoever
can stop his drinking. He is in exactly the same mental fix as the
cancer patient who becomes dependent, abjectly dependent, if you
will, on what you men of science can do for cancer. Better still, he
becomes "sweetly reasonable," truly open-minded, as only
the dying can.
Under
these conditions, accepting the spiritual implications of the AA
program presents no difficulty even to the sophisticate. About half
of the AA members were once agnostics or atheists. This dispels the
notion that we are only effective with the religiously susceptible.
You remember now the famous remark, "There are no atheists in
the foxholes." So it is with most alcoholics. Bring them within
range of the AA and "blockbusters" will soon land near
enough to start radical changes in outlook, attitude, and
personality.
These
are some of the basic factors which perhaps partly account for such
success as we have had. I wish time permitted me to give you an
intimate glimpse of our life together, of our meetings, of our social
side, of those fast friendships unlike any we had known before, of
our participation by thousands in the war effort and the armed
services, where so many AA's are discovering that they can face up to
reality - no longer institutionalized, even within an AA Group. We
have all found that God can be relied upon both in Alaska and India,
that strength can come out of weakness, that perhaps only those who
have tasted the fruits of reliance upon a higher power can fully
understand the true meaning of personal liberty, freedom of the human
spirit.
Surely,
you who are here this morning must realize how much we A.A.'s are
beholden to you, how much we have borrowed from you, how much we
still depend on you. For you have supplied us with ammunition which
we have used as your lay assistants - gun pointers for your
artillery. I have put out for inspection our version of the factors
which bring about personality change, our method of analysis,
catharsis, and adjustment. I have tried to show you a little of our
great new compelling interest in life - this society where men and
women understand each other, where the clamors of self are lost in
our great common objective, where we can learn enough of patience,
tolerance, honesty, humility, and service to subdue our former
masters - insecurity, resentment, and unsatisfied dreams of power.
But
I must not close without paying tribute to our partner, Religion.
Like Medicine, it is indispensable. At this temple of science I hope
none will take it amiss if I give Religion the last word:
"God
grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change, courage
to change the things we can, and wisdom to know the difference."
Please
address inquiries and requests for AA literature to The Alcoholic
Foundation, Box 459, Grand Central Annex, New York 17, New York.
DISCUSSION
Dr.
C. Kirby Collier, Rochester. Realizing how ineffectual our efforts in
the treatment of the chronic alcoholic through the usually accepted
psychiatric procedures were was my reason for investigating
Alcoholics Anonymous. With one of their members I was privileged to
attend a meeting in New York and had the opportunity to discuss their
philosophy with Mr. Wilson. First, I was impressed with the honesty
and sincerity of those members I met, and second, with the broad
socio-religious background and its psychiatric implications - chiefly
man's recognition of self, his abilities as well as his
inefficiencies, and that intangible power which all mankind
recognizes, whether he acknowledges it or not. Upon my return home, I
asked three chronic alcoholics, all of twenty to twenty five years
duration, to organize a group, after going over the situation with
them as I understood it. These three contacted others and held their
first meeting in the small apartment of one. Growing, they approached
me as to a place for meeting. We eliminated the YMCA, Public Library,
church halls, or parish homes for obvious reasons, and at last
advised a room in one of our large centrally located hotels. This has
worked out nicely and meetings are held each Sunday afternoon and
Wednesday evening. From the original group of three, contacts have
been made with over 500, of whom 60 per cent are active members,
having been free from indulgence in alcohol for one to two years.
In
our city we have had a Council on Alcohol for about three years. The
group consists of psychiatrists, social workers, and others, who meet
each month for discussion. At two of these meetings members of AA
have spoken, and, as a result, two members of AA are now members of
this Council. Members of AA are frequently called upon to address
various groups, and it is most interesting to hear of men who have
never spoken in public before being willing to get up and talk before
any group. In Rochester they have become especially interested in
meeting with youth groups. I might say that I have attended but few
meetings of the Rochester group and these only at their invitation. I
have felt that AA is a group unto themselves and their best results
can be had under their own guidance, as a result of their philosophy.
Any therapeutic or philosophic procedure which can prove a recovery
rate of 50 to 60 per cent must merit our consideration. As stated by
Tiebout in a paper read at Detroit, Michigan, before the American
Psychiatric Association in May 1943, "It is highly imperative
for us, as presumably open minded scientists, to view wisely and long
the efforts of others in our field of work. We may be wearing bigger
blinders than we know.
Dr.
Foster Kennedy, New York City, We have heard a truly moving and
eloquent address, moving in its form and in its facts.
I
have no doubt that a man who has cured himself of the lust for
alcohol has a far greater power for curing alcoholism than a doctor
who has never been afflicted by the same curse. No matter how
sympathetic and patient the doctor may be in the approach to his
patient, the patient is sure either to feel, or to imagine,
condescension to himself, or to the notion that he is being hectored
by one of the minor prophets.
This
organization of Alcoholics Anonymous calls on two of the greatest
reservoirs of power known to man - religion and that instinct for
association with one's fellows which Trotter has called the "herd
instinct." Religious faith has been described by Matthew Arnold
as a convinced belief in a power greater than ourselves that makes
for righteousness, and a sense of helpfulness from this can be
acquired through a kind of spiritual conversion which might well be
called a variety of religious experience.
The
sick man's association with those who, having been sick, have become
or are becoming well, is a therapeutic suggestion of cure and an
obliteration of his feelings of being, in society, a pariah; and this
tapping of deep internal forces is shown by the great growth of this
sturdy and beneficent movement. Furthermore this movement furnishes
an objective of high emotional driving power in making every cured
drunkard a missionary to the sick.
We
physicians, I think, have always had difficulty in finding an
occupation for our convalescent patients of sufficient emotional
driving power to replace the psychic results of the alcohol that has
been withdrawn. These men grow filled with a holy zeal, and the very
zealousness keeps the missionary steady while the next man is being
cured.
I
think our profession must take appreciative cognizance of this great
therapeutic weapon. If we do not do so, we shall stand convicted of
emotional sterility and of having lost the faith that moves
mountains, without which medicine can do little.
Dr.
Harry M. Tiebout, Greenwich, Connecticut. My first contact with AA
began five years ago when a patient with whom I had been working for
well over a year came under the influence of AA and within a
relatively short time dried up and for at least four years has
remained completely dry. At that time I was puzzled and a little
indignant that my best efforts had failed but AA had worked; but I
kept sending patients, and now the situation has reversed. I get
puzzled and a little indignant when AA doesn't work.
As
a psychiatrist, I have to think about the relationship of my
specialty to AA and I have come to the conclusion that our particular
function can very often lie in preparing the way for the patient to
accept any sort of treatment or outside help. I now conceive the
psychiatrist's job to be the task of breaking down the inner
resistance so that which is inside will flower, as under the activity
of the AA program.
In
this respect I should like to point out that the same flowering can
take place with patients who are not alcoholics, and I should like at
this time to record my indebtedness to Mr. Wilson and AA for the
understanding which has made my own therapeutic practice a more
intelligent and meaningful process in so far as my own attitudes is
concerned. I now have more faith in the patient's own inner
resources.
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