By
Bill W.
Copyright
© The A.A. Grapevine, Inc., February 1958
Any
time is a good time to review our relations with each other and with
the world outside. In the following article Bill has done this with
the accent on special groups which seek to handle drug addiction. At
the moment this problem is under a great amount of discussion in many
AA areas-Ed.
PERHAPS
THERE IS NO SUFFERING more horrible than drug addiction,
especially that kind which is produced by morphine, heroin, and other
narcotics. Such drugs twist the mind and the awful process of
withdrawal racks the sufferer's body. Compared with the addict and
his woes, we alcoholics are pikers. Barbiturates, carried to
extremes, can be almost as bad. In AA we have members who have made
great recoveries from both the bottle and the needle. We also have a
great many others who were-- or still are--victimized by "goof
balls" and even by the new tranquilizers.
Consequently,
this problem of drug addiction in its several forms lies close to us
all. It stirs our deepest interest and sympathy. In the world around
us we see legions of men and women who are trying to cure or to
escape their problems by this means. Many AAs, especially those who
have suffered these particular addictions, are now asking, "What
can we do about drugs -- within our fellowship, and without?"
Because
several projects to help pill and drug takers are already
afloat-projects which use AA's Twelve Steps and in which AA members
are active-there has arisen a whole series of questions as to how
these efforts, already meeting with not a little success, can be
rightly related to the AA groups and to AA as a whole.
Specifically,
here is a list of questions: (1) Can a non- alcoholic pill or
drug addict become an AA member? (2) Can such a person be brought, as
a visitor, to an "open" AA meeting for help and
inspiration? (3) Can a pill or drug taker, who also has a genuine
alcoholic history, become a member of AA? (4) Can AAs who have
suffered both alcoholism and addiction form themselves into "special
purpose" groups to help other AAs who are having drug trouble?
(5) Could such a "special purpose" group call itself an AA
group? (6) Could such a group also include non- alcoholic drug users?
(7) If so, should these non-alcoholic pill or drug users be led to
believe that they have become AA members? (8) Is there any objection
if AAs who have had the "dual problem" join such outside
groups, such as Addicts Anonymous or Narcotics Anonymous?
While
some of these questions almost answer themselves, others do not. But
all of them, I think, can readily be resolved to the satisfaction of
everyone if we have a good look at the AA Traditions which apply, and
another look at our long experience with the special purpose groups
in which AAs are active today-both within and without our society.
Now
there are certain things that AA cannot do for anybody, regardless of
what our several desires or sympathies may be. Our first duty, as a
society, is to insure our own survival. Therefore we have to avoid
distractions and multi-purpose activity. An AA group, as such, cannot
take on all the personal problems of its members, let alone the
problems of the whole world.
Sobriety-freedom
from alcohol -through the teaching and practice of the Twelve Steps,
is the sole purpose of an AA group. Groups have repeatedly tried
other activities and they have always failed. It has also been
learned that there is no possible way to make non-alcoholics into AA
members. We have to confine our membership to alcoholics and we have
to confine our AA groups to a single purpose. If we don't stick to
these principles, we shall almost surely collapse. And if we
collapse, we cannot help anyone.
To
illustrate, let's review some typical experiences. Years ago, we
hoped to give AA membership to our families and to certain
non-alcoholic friends who had been greatly helpful. They had their
problems, too, and we wanted them in our fold. Regretfully, we found
that this was impossible. They couldn't make straight AA talks; nor,
save a few exceptions, could they identify with new AA members.
Hence, they couldn't do continuous Twelfth Step work. Close to us "
these good folks were, we had to deny them membership. We could only
welcome them at our open meetings.
Therefore
I see no way of making non-alcoholic addicts into AA members.
Experience says loudly that we can admit no exceptions, even though
drug users and alcoholics happen to be first cousins of a sort. If we
persist in trying this, I'm afraid it will be hard on the drug user
himself, as well as on AA. We must accept the fact that no
non-alcoholic, whatever his affliction, can be converted into an
alcoholic AA member.
Suppose,
though, that we are approached by a drug addict who nevertheless has
had a genuine alcoholic history. There was a time when such a person
would have been rejected. Many early AAs had the almost comical
notion that they were "pure alcoholics"-guzzlers only, no
other serious problems at all. When alcoholic "ex-cons" and
drug users first turned up there was much pious indignation. "What
will people think?" chanted the pure alcoholics. Happily, this
foolishness has long since evaporated.
One
of the best AAs I know is a man who had been seven years on the
needle before he joined up with us. But prior to that, he had been a
terrific alcoholic and his history proved it. Therefore he could
qualify for AA and this he certainly did. Since then, he has helped
many AAs and some non- AAs with their pill and drug troubles. Of
course, that is strictly his affair and is no way the business of the
AA group to which he belongs. In his group he is a member because, in
actual fact, he is an alcoholic.
Such
is the sum of what AA can- not do---for narcotics addicts or for
anybody else.
Now,
then, what can be done? problems other than freedom from alcohol have
always been Very effective answers to found through "special
purpose" groups, some of them operating within AA and some on
the outside.
Our
first special-purpose group was created 'way back in 1938. AA needed
a world service office and some literature. It had a service problem
that could not be met by an AA group, as such. Therefore, we formed a
Board of Trustees (The Alcoholic Foundation) to look after these
matters. Some of the Trustees were alcoholics, and some were non-
alcoholics. Obviously, this war not an "AA group." Instead,
it was a group of AAs and non-AAs who devoted themselves to a special
task.
Another
example: in 1940, the New York AAs got lonesome and installed
themselves in a club. The club had directors and dues-paying AA
members. For a long time, the club members and directors thought that
they were an AA group. But after awhile, it was found that lots of
AAs who attended meetings at "Old 24th" didn't care one
hoot for the club, as such. Hence, the management of the club (for
its social purpose) had to be completely separated from the
management of the AA group that came there to hold its meetings. It
took years of hassling to prove that you couldn't put an AA group
into the club business and make it stick. Everywhere today, club
management's and their dues-paying members are seen as "special
purpose" groups, not as AA groups.
The
same thing has happened with drying-out places and "Twelfth Step
Houses" managed by AAs. We never think of these activities as
"AA groups." They are clearly seen as the functions of
interested individuals who are doing helpful and often very valuable
jobs.
Some
years ago, numbers of AAs formed themselves in "retreat groups"
having a religious purpose.. At first, they wanted to call themselves
"AA groups" of various descriptions. But they soon realized
this could not be done because their groups had a dual purpose: both
AA and religion.
At
another time a number of us AAs wanted to enter the field of alcohol
education. I was one of them. We associated ourselves with some
non-alcoholics, likewise interested. The non-alcoholics wanted AAs
because they needed our experience, philosophy, and general slant.
Things were fine until some of us AAs publicly disclosed our
membership in the educational group. Right away, the public got the
idea that this particular brand of alcoholic education and Alcoholics
Anonymous were one and the same thing. It took years to change this
impression. But now that this correction has been made, plenty of AA
members work with this fine group and we are glad that they do.
It
was thus proven that, as individuals, we can carry the AA experience
and ideas into any outside field whatever, provided that we
guard anonymity and refuse to use the AA name for money-raising or
publicity purposes.
I'm
very sure that these experiences of yesterday can be the basis of
resolving today's confusions about the narcotic problem. This problem
is new, but the AA experience and Tradition which can solve it is
already old and time tested. I think we might sum it up like this: We
cannot give AA membership to non-alcoholic narcotics-addicts. But
like anyone else, they should be able to attend certain open AA
meetings, provided, of course, that the groups themselves are
willing.
AA
members who are so inclined should be encouraged to band together in
groups to deal with sedative and drug problems. But they ought to
refrain from calling themselves AA groups.
There
seems to be no reason why several AAs cannot join, if they wish, with
a group of straight addicts to solve the alcohol and the drug problem
together. But, obviously, such a "dual purpose" group
should not insist that it be called an AA group nor should it use the
AA name in its title. Neither should its "straight addict"
contingent be led to believe that they have become AA members by
reason of such an association.
Certainly
there is every good reason for interested AAs to join with "outside"
groups, working on the narcotic problem, provided the Traditions of
anonymity and of "no endorsements" are respected.
In
conclusion, I want to say that throughout AA's history, most, of our
special-purpose groups have accomplished very wonderful things. There
is great reason to hope that those AAs who are now working in the
grim regions of narcotic addiction will achieve equal success.
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